This summer i have already spent a lot of time wondering how this year will be different.
I love my best friend, but sometimes… i just get so
jealous, petty, angry, sad that she gets all the attention when she doesnt even know what to do with it. And since we’re honestly so alike, i don’t understand why that is. And i know she’s prettier, but sometimes i just want to be some one completely different. The girl that people think is pretty for once.
It seems like everyone always thinks she’s the bomb diggity, and no one gives a shit about me. And that fucking sucks.
So this year, i resolve to
1. Not give a shit what others think as much
2. Not wear my glasses as much. Rock those brown eyes.
3. Wear the clothes I want
4. Don’t take bullshit
5. Accept myself. And then introduce that self to the world. And everyone is gonna fucking love it.
and if they dont: then fuck ‘em.
6. Get on the Voice and get my “SHIT. I-knew-i-should’ve-been-better-friends-
with-her-moment” that i’ve always dreamed of.